naia. twenty. african-american. bronx born. harlem raised. random. preacher's kid. hyperempathist. aspiring designer.
co-founder of ORIGIN8TY9INE. renovative. messy neat freak. spiritual. extroverted introvert. bookworm. talkative. asshole.
gospel rapper. in love with love. writer & poet. imaginocreative. something like a singer. high quality example of intelligent design. mp3/internet/cell phone junkie. macs are evil. fragile heart. tough shell. txt msg'r. therapist. introspective. overprotective. night owl.
i'm not a player, i just crush a lot?

Monday, September 24, 2007

relief.

so i thought that after ihad sent Mikey that text about liking him, he had stopped talking to me or something... he hadn't answered. but this morning, he said his phone had died; he hadn't even gotten the messages, so he asked me to resend them. part of me was like... here's your chance! you don't even have to tell him now... but i did. i resent the whole 2-part message about how i liked him and even if he didn't like me, i just wanted to let him know... and he sent back
"i just had a million thoughts circulate through my head just now. i'm upset with myself. not cuz of you. or the record... i feel the same about you. when i get my phone we will talk. it's a bit i wanna say".... which was like a lot off my mind... all i could think was "I GOTTA TELL CHELSIE!" lol...

so yeah.
i just wanted to hear it for real.
=]

i'm happy now.
like really happy.

now i just have to deal with RJ.
[ sighs ]

i think i should take a nap and work on my paper later. =/
i'm going to pick up my UPass at about 3:15 when Kara gets out of class and a nap is really appealing to me right now.

i mean, it took me two days to really get my other paper done. this one should be a breeze, right?



i should work on it. =/


i'll figure it out.





pAce.

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