tiltawhirl.

i guess the fight between me and Josh hit it's high point today. i didn't want to flat out say, "i'm cramping and irritable" because so many guys get grossed out. i forget exactly what happened but i think it was a repeat of last night; i called, i tried to ask questions about what was going wrong, he went quiet and then said to call him back later. so after hanging up once, he texted me saying that i was acting weird. i sent back that i could say the same about him. so he gets fired up, calls me and asks what i mean by that. so i told him. he's constantly avoiding talking about what's wrong and everything, tells me to call him back instead of talking. i forget what the response was, but i eventually said that i was out of it, which i was. my stomach was keeping me from thinking about much else. so he goes, "well call me back when you're back in it"... and i think i lost it for a second. just like... went insane. not angry insane, but just insane. i let out this weird, high-pitched laugh and said "okay!" and then hung up. i was just incredulous that he'd say something like that. so he sends me two texts about how i was messed up for laughing at him, thanks for making him feel like crap, but it's whatever, i'm the best, he loves me. SARCASM RULES. =/ so i sent back that the WHOOOLLLLEEE situation was messed up and i wasn't even laughing at him to start with, so like he said it was all good, and thanks for doing the same for me. it ended up with him apologizing. i didn't apologize, just told him that i wasn't myself today and i guess it's back to some weird normality. it's not the same, but i'm still giving him advice and stuff.

went to my Campus Y Read training session. need to remember to bring my wallet tomorrow along with my papers to drop stuff off at the Y.

for some reason, Seth decided to talk to me at BD today when i was there with Kara. he had some girl with him. she was kinda pretty but she was wearing too much make-up. Seth is still short. he's also still cocky. ehhh. i don't even know why he spoke to me. he;s got a flock of girls to keep him busy nowadays.

i'm up late because i was supposed to do a lot of stuff for class, but i drank ginger tea, ate ramen noodles, and took a nap instead this afternoon. so now i have a lot of reading to do. ^_^ WHOOOO!

did i mention first class is 8:30 am?


yeah.




pAce.