YEAH, I KNOW I GIVE UP EVERY FEW MONTHS, STFREAKAZOIDU.
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i'm giving up again.
really, though? dudes will NOT have me stressing. i'm fresh into college, about to be eighteen, some stuff seriously needs to change.
ain't no crushin' on nobody anymore.
and i'm damn sure not about to be working damn hard for someone's attention.
you can forget that right now.
RJ? until i get some proof dude is really "in love" with me or whatever, he's flirting fodder.
Andrew? whatever. good to talk to every now and then. besides that, it's nothing.
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i'm giving up again.
really, though? dudes will NOT have me stressing. i'm fresh into college, about to be eighteen, some stuff seriously needs to change.
ain't no crushin' on nobody anymore.
and i'm damn sure not about to be working damn hard for someone's attention.
you can forget that right now.
RJ? until i get some proof dude is really "in love" with me or whatever, he's flirting fodder.
Andrew? whatever. good to talk to every now and then. besides that, it's nothing.
Tre? we're cool for now, but that's about it...
Freddy? lol, he just wants attention like me. he's staying at twin brother status. besides, he's pretty much a little whore. =]
Freddy? lol, he just wants attention like me. he's staying at twin brother status. besides, he's pretty much a little whore. =]
Canzone? HA! dude BEEN let it be known that he keeps multiple girls. lmao, get outta here with that "i think you're pretty", "send me a picture 'cause i just wanna see you again" bullcrap.
and Mikey? ...we're gonna have to see. some stuff has been making me think twice...
i'm about to be apathetic for REAL.
i'm about my relationship with God, my grades, my family, my handful of friends, and my job.
anything else can hit the sidelines.
and speaking of friends, i miss hanging out with mine. thursday night, we're gonna have to hang out. i don't like all this "i'm-in-my-room-for-eight-hours-in-a-row" thing and i'm DEFINITELY am not feeling this being by myself all the time thing.
i can't WAIT to see my family this weekend.
i need a hug from my daddy REALLY bad.
i need to talk to Kim.
i need to walk around Harlem and be stupid with Don.
i need to trade rhymes with TyKym.
i need some time OUT OF THIS PLACE.
FRILLZDOE.
oh, yeah, Perrin told me he was gay today. i wasn't surprised. what i WAS surprised at, though, was how i felt so much more comfortable talking to him now. daddy said it's because he spent so much time trying to prove that he WASN'T gay that now he feels better. eh. he got a tongue ring now, though. and a boyfriend.
french exam on wednesday. i keep saying i'm not prepared, but i think i am. i just need to keep from making simple mistakes.
oh, yeah, dude on campus that i like? ehh... we gonna give it some time and see how things go. it's only been almost two months... yeah, the 28th will make two months exactly since we all got here. that's really not enough time to know someone enough to wanna go out with them, at least not in my mind. and besides, with all the chicks that wanna be with him anyway, i'm standing back. no need to look like one of the clamoring crowd. his roommate told me something about how all these chicks on Facebook stay telling him they like him, wanna be with him blahblahblah... whatever. i'll let the little Finding Nemo seagulls calm down and then i'll see what else happens. i'm cool with being his friend for right now.
i should go to bed, but i napped through most of the afternoon on the phone with Mikey.
ehhh...
part of me wants to be upset over something i saw from him earlier, but i'm not gonna stress it.
pffft, it's not like we're together.
speaking of which, if i AM going to be talking to someone, i need to start back up with talking to like three dudes at once so i don't get stuck on just one. or at least so i can only call one at any given time. i liked when i'd wanna talk to someone and i had a CHOICE of who i wanted to call... i need to get back on track with that.
umm... what else?
called my dad today. talked for a real long time. he's making chili for me for when i come home.
=]
Don asked when my flight was coming in. AAWWWWW, MY BROTHER MISSES ME!
i miss him, too.
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a whole lot.
Freddy's buying me some iced tea for my... errr... OUR birthday. i'm getting him some French music.
everyone just needs to give me money for my birthday... so i can buy that bag off Hot Topic. =]
UGH.... this habit of staying up late to do nothing is pissing me off... i need to be productive.
i'mma go IM peeps on YIM, lmao.
pAce.
and Mikey? ...we're gonna have to see. some stuff has been making me think twice...
i'm about to be apathetic for REAL.
i'm about my relationship with God, my grades, my family, my handful of friends, and my job.
anything else can hit the sidelines.
and speaking of friends, i miss hanging out with mine. thursday night, we're gonna have to hang out. i don't like all this "i'm-in-my-room-for-eight-hours-in-a-row" thing and i'm DEFINITELY am not feeling this being by myself all the time thing.
i can't WAIT to see my family this weekend.
i need a hug from my daddy REALLY bad.
i need to talk to Kim.
i need to walk around Harlem and be stupid with Don.
i need to trade rhymes with TyKym.
i need some time OUT OF THIS PLACE.
FRILLZDOE.
oh, yeah, Perrin told me he was gay today. i wasn't surprised. what i WAS surprised at, though, was how i felt so much more comfortable talking to him now. daddy said it's because he spent so much time trying to prove that he WASN'T gay that now he feels better. eh. he got a tongue ring now, though. and a boyfriend.
french exam on wednesday. i keep saying i'm not prepared, but i think i am. i just need to keep from making simple mistakes.
oh, yeah, dude on campus that i like? ehh... we gonna give it some time and see how things go. it's only been almost two months... yeah, the 28th will make two months exactly since we all got here. that's really not enough time to know someone enough to wanna go out with them, at least not in my mind. and besides, with all the chicks that wanna be with him anyway, i'm standing back. no need to look like one of the clamoring crowd. his roommate told me something about how all these chicks on Facebook stay telling him they like him, wanna be with him blahblahblah... whatever. i'll let the little Finding Nemo seagulls calm down and then i'll see what else happens. i'm cool with being his friend for right now.
i should go to bed, but i napped through most of the afternoon on the phone with Mikey.
ehhh...
part of me wants to be upset over something i saw from him earlier, but i'm not gonna stress it.
pffft, it's not like we're together.
speaking of which, if i AM going to be talking to someone, i need to start back up with talking to like three dudes at once so i don't get stuck on just one. or at least so i can only call one at any given time. i liked when i'd wanna talk to someone and i had a CHOICE of who i wanted to call... i need to get back on track with that.
umm... what else?
called my dad today. talked for a real long time. he's making chili for me for when i come home.
=]
Don asked when my flight was coming in. AAWWWWW, MY BROTHER MISSES ME!
i miss him, too.
=[
a whole lot.
Freddy's buying me some iced tea for my... errr... OUR birthday. i'm getting him some French music.
everyone just needs to give me money for my birthday... so i can buy that bag off Hot Topic. =]
UGH.... this habit of staying up late to do nothing is pissing me off... i need to be productive.
i'mma go IM peeps on YIM, lmao.
pAce.
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