freefalling.

free-falling on two feet.



so the Red Party last night was cool. i didn't have a whole lot of fun, though. the DJ played a bunch of slow songs back to back to spite somebody and everyone was grinding on each other for like FOREVER. ugh. after a while, i just stood on the side by myself. a lot of people were just dancing by themselves, so i didn't feel too bad. i even danced by myself on a slow song, but Erica came up and booty-bumped me from behind, which first of all hurt and second of all made people laugh at me. grrrr. i'm already insecure about dancing in public and here comes this. went to see Kara afterwards with Wanda because she wasn't feeling too great and then we went out to eat, but i didn't get any food. just wasn't hungry like that. i had been trying to get in contact with Kevin before, but he wasn't answering anything, but he called back while we were out eating and he told me to call him back when i got home. so we all went home and i took a shower and called him back and we fell asleep on the phone together. =] it was really cute. i like the way he sounds when he's sleepy. but around three and half hours, his phone started making this weird staticky sound that woke me up, so i had to hang up. but he was like "usually, i'd give a girl forty minutes on the phone.. that's just enough time for her tosay what she gotta say, i say what i gotta say... you breaking records here." heehee.

i'm trying not to get too caught up, but it's hard. like... i'd been putting some faith into internet relationships, but i'd get caught up in the "we're too far away, i don't know what they're doing, i don't know how they'll react when they see me" thing. but with this... it's like.. Kevin's already seen me, so i don't have to worry about that. he likes me and my size. he's a total sweetheart, he's a goofball, he's SO random, lmao. AND i found out he likes to playfight, which made him even more awesome. i adore playfighting. my dad and i still playfight all the time, lmao. i'm waiting for the catch here. =/

anyway, i need to get ready to go to Center Court with Wanda and Kara. DEUCES!




pAce.