YIKESZOMGPHAIL.

so i'm in Zafar's class today, not paying attention as i have been in the habit of doing these last few classes because the U.S. postal service has majorly screwed me over and decided NOT to deliver the books i've ordered in a timely fashion... and i'm writing the beginnings to stories. short stories. i don't write short stories by habit. i probably should. but anyway... i don't know. i kinda felt different today.

most other days, i'm trying to figure out how i'mma do all this ; be a full-time student, be prepared for classes without books, work, pay bills, pay debts, have a social life, be a therapist, sing in a choir, sing in an a cappella group, go to bible study, be a good friend, do homework, study, be a good daughter/granddaughter and call home every now and then, work on my spiritual life, write (not only for classes, but for me and for Gerald's album), be a girlfriend, and go to meetings.

oh yeah, and also sleep and eat.

but today?
i don't know... i feel good... i wanna write a short stories. i'm not worried about where i'll end up. i'm not worried about my relationships with people. i'm coasting. i'm in a good place.

maybe it's because i didn't go to work today, lol. meh... i've had a lot of time to think to myself. to think on me, what i want, my fears, my strengths, my goals, who i am, who i'm going to be, what i'm going to do. i don't do that very often. it was quite nice.




oh, and btw...
LMFAO @ those pictures Kevin sent me! smh... youse a damn fool, CB. a damn fool. <3





pAce.