drown.

sometimes i'm scared that i love him too much.
or that it won't last.
or that he'll find someone better.
or that i'll mess up.
or that he'll mess up.
or that this is that "honeymoon phase" victoria says i get with guys before i get sick of them.
or that my stepmom will say he's no good.
or that something somewhere at sometime will somehow go wrong.









but i love him.
and he loves me.
and we're both kinda scared.
and we're both putting our hearts on the line.
and those are FACTS, not WHAT IFs.

and i am just crazy enough to be optimistic and truly love him.




pAce.