onthereal.

thursdays are pretty decent, though.
better than tuesdays and wednesdays, at least.

tuesdays are like school-shortbreak-work-shortbreak-rehearsal and i don't get to bed until like midnight and wednesdays are like school-straighttowork-shortbreak-rehearsal. yuck. but thursdays i only have two classes from 11-2:30 and work from 5-8. [ yawns ]

yo, how does kevin know when i wake up? it's like within 5 minutes of me waking up, he'll text me... he did it TWICE this morning. he called me, too, but i was mostly asleep, so he said he'd call me back later.

yo, this DoodleBops show on the Disney Channel is bugging me, but i don't feel like watching The Land Before Time or Dora the Explorer. i need to eat breakfast soon.

oh, i had a talk with my daddy last night. he IMed me while i was at rehearsal asking if i was stil mad at him. then before i could answer him when i got back he'd sent me a Facebook message. so we talked about it... and basically he apologized for seeming patronizing and for not taking my feelings into consideration, but he didn't trust kevin (understandable). he said he'd seen how much the breakup in my last relationship had affected me and he didn't want me to go through that again. he said i was one of the the most loving people he knew and that he didn't want anything bad to happen to me. so i explained to him that i wanted to be able to make my own decisions and that even if i made a mistake, i wanted it to be my mistake. he said he wanted me to be focused on school, not kevin. and i let him know that thre was no need for him to worry. kevin and i DO talk about that kinda stuff. kevin knows what i'm about and what i believe in and what my standards are.

kevin said it took them too long to recognize, but my parents are like me. they take time to sit and analyze things that have hapened and then go back and make amends or add other things.

he made me laugh for like five minutes last night, which apparently is one of his favorite things to do. he was like it's so great hearing you laugh.

anyway, i'm hungry as hell and i want some oatmeal for breakfast.

pAce.