lazysunday.

so i went to church for the first time in a good minute. figure i ought to at least be a CME (Christmas, Mother's Day, Easter) while i'm out here. don't get me wrong - when i'm home in NY, i go to church every Sunday, plus bible study on Wednesdays and FLAYVA on second and fourth Fridays. but here? maaaaaan, listen. just ain't found a home church yet. i might start going to Transformation, though, since it's mad convenient. everyone goes there. service is pretty quick, too.

maaaaan, i'm procrastinating like a motherfucker like hell a lot.
=/

i got NOTHING accomplished this weekend.
'cept....
well, i DID get to have that conversation with Kevin last night.
he and i are gonna get through it all, though. no lie.
i mean, i was already prepared to deal with issues when i first stepped into our relationship.
i didn't know what KIND of issues yet (outside of him always being hospitalized), but i knew i'd deal with them.
this one? nah, i wasn't expecting it. not at all.
but... it don't change that i love him or how i view him or what i think about him or how i'll treat him.
i just know a little bit more now, figgadeal me?
i understand better.

speaking of whom, stinka texted me a question and i ain't understand it and he ain't clarified yet. [ huffs ] c'mon now! oh, i had a dream about him, too, but it was basically that i was sleeping and he moved some hair out of my face and and put his hand on my head, lmaooooo. weak.

I'M WASTING SO MUCH TIME, I'M OUT!


peace.