libramanicdepression.

yo, i swear, i'm probably on some manic-depression ish.
either that, or that whole scales thing about being a Libra is too true.
i'm up, then i'm down.
i'm depressed, then i'm cocky.
i'm crying, then i'm cutting up with friends.
i'm annoying, then i'm the therapist.
ah, well. c'est la vie, n'est-ce pas?

any-old-ways, i finished my paper while listening to awesome music.
Kevin went to Philly... again.
i swear, that's his runaway spot... i need a runaway spot ;/
we talked earlier (or more like i told him why i kept getting mad with him) and it's... kinda straightened out? he said he was gonna make a conscious effort and at first i didn't believe him, but then at least tonight, he was like "baby, i don't think i'mma be up"... aight, then, i'll catch you in the morning. :) see how things work out fine? he was apologizing and tryna make it up over the phone like crazy, though... he'd be like "hold on... i love you!" and then put me on hold, lol. and right before i hung up, he goes "i love you" and i'm like "i love you too" and he says "you sure? because you be getting mad" lmaoooo. nah, i don't think any of the times that i've been mad at him that i've decided that i didn't love him anymore or felt that i loved him less or anything. i was just mad, lmao.

i got home next saturday! :D
if you don't count tomorrow, that's four days and then HARRRLEEEEMMMMM!!!!!
i gotta get through one more paper, my religion paper on Paul. should be easy once i start talking to daddy.

my phone broke, but i taped it right up.
O U MAD CUZ MA FONE IZ SCOTCH'D UP N PMPN?!
but i get a new one when i get home anyways. my new phone is a slider. sexy.

talked to Chike today for the first time in MAAADDD long. played basketball against him, but then i remembered we have swings here and i waddled over to the swings and abandoned him, lmaooo. i watched him play for a while, though, and we talked for a bit. it was decent. he's still mad cool. he's still cute, too, but it's like that kinda thing where it's like "oh, Chike's cute.... i wonder what i'm having for lunch" lmaoooo. he's cute, but it's not a huge deal.

one more week to harlem, maaaayyyynnnnneeee!!! :DDDD



pAce.