so.
today sucks so far, but many of my mornings have followed that pattern, so i'm used to it.
at least i'm not crying.
i sent a pretty mean text message to him last night. he hurt my felings and maybe i shouldn't have been so angry in my message, but why am i the one rearranging my entire schedule for personal time with him if he won't even bother to honor that time? i'm really about to stop going to bed early specifically for him. there's too much else to do. i haven't heard from him this morning and it might be because of the message, but ehhh. i wanna text him first, but i don't. i want him to contact me first. gah. i don't even know if i'll end up speaking to him today. who knows? he's on AIM and i know he sees i'm online and he knows my phone is almost never off, so nothing's stopping him from talking to me first.... i'm still making a VERY conscious effort to not text him first, but i know i might end up giving in. bah.
i finally wrote some rhymes last night! :D good ones, too. they came to me while i was in the shower and as soon as i got out and got dressed, i wrote what i could remember down in my notebook. i think i remembered almost all of them.
i'm working on this essay, but i'm SOOO stuck on how to approach the body of it. bah.
pAce.
Sunday, March 2, 2008
sundaymorning.
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