whatdoyouwant?

so... we didn't have a confrontation... yeah, you can't really call it that. it's more like i got pissed off and i was waiting for him to understand it, but he didn't and it pissed me off more, so i finally said something. it ended... without a resolution. it was supposed to have a resolution, but that plan fell through. i was mad because whenever i'm upset, i feel like he just shrugs it off. not like he doesn't care, but he simply doesn't address it at all. he kinda just changes the subject and acts like that'll make it go away, but it DOESN'T. it really just makes me madder. so i told him and he was like "i mean, i just don't know how to handle it when you get like that, i don't know what to do" and i'm like.... well, then TELL me that. damn. he told me he was gonna IM me from his job, but that didn't happen, so whatever. he gets off work at one am, midnight my time, so i guess i'll just hear from him then. i wonder if he'll even remember.

i don't know whether or not it was a mistake to have Alecia do a spread about us as we stand now. it didn't tell me too much that i couldn't have eventually inferred. ehhh.

drunk people outside my door. not fun. fuckin WILD.

it rained really hard today. i was gonna go get food, but i'm not even really hungry.

eh. i'mma talk to my daddy about Kevin for a while and hope he doesn't get all mad and ish.


peace.