soamazing.

i swear i was good today, even though my dad was talking about dusting me for fingerprints, lmao. maaaan.. i feel like i'mma have to write down what happned today in like my ACTUAL diary instead of here or my wordpress blog. hmmm... anyway, i was good today. and it was a good day in general. we were together from like... 11 am to 5 pm. six hours. longest we've been together for one period of time, even though his ol' punk behind was about to fall asleep in the theater. i swear, we shoulda gone to the theater on 42nd with the armrests that move. but that's alright. (sidebar: lmao @ my dad singing a random gospel song just now) so we went to see Iron Man, and then i bought him a slice of pizza bcuse this fool ass only came with twenty dollars. i told him i better not have to pay for JACKSHIT on our next date. but yeah. so i wasn't hungry so i only got a Pepsi and was just gonna sit across from him, but he made me split the damn slice with him. meaning every few seconds, he shoved the pizza in my face and made me take a bite, lol. but it was kinda cute. then we went to the FDR Drive and sat next to the highway on the benches. and then he had to go home, lol. but awwww, man. i don't know. [ oh, cover your eyes, i'm about to get mushy ] i don't know, i hate to say that it just feels right, but it does. i do love him, though.
him: what're you thinking about?
me: just that today was a good day.
him: yeah... it was.
me: what about you? what YOU thinking about?
him: you.
lines? i don't know. i really shouldn't be worrying about whether or not he's feeding me lines at this point in the relationship. i mean, yeah, it's been four months. and the man's spending time and money on coming to see me for like... an entire afternoon. but i guess i'm just paranoid. i'm still trying to grasp this whole concept. hmmmm..

well, he's gonna call me soon, so let me go ahead and take my shower.

peace.