no matter what the people say
i'm gonna love you anyway
you are my light
i can't let go...
[anthonyhamilton]
jonnathan was like "i'm surprised you haven't cut your losses yet". which basically translates into "why haven't you broke up with him yet?" hmmm. i mean, who knows? to be honest, i really have a low tolerance for drama. i'm the lowkey kinda person. most of my drama is stuff i end up getting myself into, and it's never anything i can't handle. but him? geesh, man. you get into a lot of stuff. lol, i feel like i'm talking to a puppy who keeps on digging up tulips or something. but it's pretty much the same feeling? not really though? like.... yeah, i know you get into a lot of mess, but does that mean i'mma just toss you to the side? of course not. i come from a strong-love family, y'know? my momma stuck with my daddy through him being locked up, even stuck with him when they started fighting when he got home. and now that i mention it, there's some minor parallels between the two relationships, so i'm expecting some drama. people get along real good when they're not in each others' faces and when they have to be together a lot... it's some problems. so i'm expecting some rough patches over the summer. but back to my main point. it's like every week it's some new stuff. this week wasn't his fault (as it usually isn't?), it was his boy's, but his reactions... man. is he being dependent on me? is it as much as i am on him? who knows. he was like "when i get home, i'mma smother you." lol. hmmmm.
I NEED MY HAIR DONE!
i think i'mma wash and flat iron it either the night before or the day of. that way i won't look like TOO much of a hot mess when i get home... especially since Kevin wants to go see IronMa with me now due to what's been going on. kara wants me to go with the UNCF (United Negro College Fun... lol, yes FUN, don't correct me) to see IronMan. i'm talking, she's gonna pay for me to go and everything. eek. ooh, boy. alright, why not? couldn't hurt to see it twice, and i'll probably only pay once, if that. is that a bad way to think about it? i mean, i'm gonna see it with my stinka anyway. speakig of whom, he's supposed to come see me the day after i get back when i'm down at Macy's for that whole open house thing. NAIA NEEDS A J-O-B!
hmmm. that's about all for now.
i'll be back to packing now.
peace.
Friday, May 2, 2008
youarenotalone.
naia said knock you ooouuutt @
6:19 PM
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