suhweet.

woke up this morning, i had the same clothes ooonnnn!
lmao.

so i was kinda pissed/sad when i went to bed last night... my stepmom got on me about some stuff, but that didn't really get to me. it was more of my dad, even though he wasn't tryna be mean. i'm just sensitive, i guess.

me: [ goes in the living room with my dad ] ooh, can i have some of that? [ points to plate of vienna sausages and cheese ]
dad: no
me: fiiiine. [ sits down to watch the celtics-lakers game ]
dad: [ long pause ] fergie, you need to get bigger clothes. either that or you need to spend a significant part of the summer losing weight.
me: [ turns to look at him ] oh... i was planning on that anyway. [ looks back at the TV ]
dad: [ another long pause ] here... [ holds out some vienna sausage and cheese ]
me: no thanks
dad: aww, c'mon, don't be like that ust because i said you need to lose some weight.
me: no, it's too late to eat anyway.
dad: [ third long pause ] .....we both do.
me: [ watches TV ]

yeah. i wasn't angry, i was more just... i don't know. sad? disappointed in myself? whatever.
then kevin called me, but never called back. go figure. i think my phone might've been acting weird, though, so i won't blame it entirely on him.

ANYWAY... today is, by default, an amazing day. daddy's home because he feels sick (not very amazing), but he said we're gonna go out to breakfast, just me and him [ cheese grin ] i have't spent QT with my dad in a LOOONNNGGG time, man. way too long. i'm mad it took him getting sick for it to happen, though. he's still sleeping so it might turn into lunch, lmao. ah well.

AND I WOULD WALK FIVE HUNDRED MILES AND I WOULD WALK FIVE HUNDRED MORE JUST TO BE THE ONE WHO WALKS A THOUSAND MILES TO FALL DOWN AT YOUR DOOR
DA-DA-DADA!

lmaoooo. sorry, the proclaimers were on my mind this morning.

kevin gets his phone turned back on today? something like that.
i still have a heat headache. [ looks for more tylenol to pop ]
i'm kinda tired.
i'm scared of what to wear out with my dad since "my clothes are too tight" [ sighs ]
OH! i need to call this lady about my job.


peace.