blam.

uhm... let's see... we'll do this in point form, i'm not in the mood for paragraphing it up.

• i don't give a flying fraggle rock what jayning says, my second walk does not make me walk like i'm going to a bootycall. hmmph.
• pictures? sure.
• i finally found my camera... exactly where i knew it was, lmao.
• my glasses got scratched.
• i got attacked with a super soaker at Summer Jam today.
  
• Tymel's been getting more and more obvious with his flirting. but he knows i have a boyfriend? ugh... see, i need to tone down my level of "natural flirting" because rev. jerome's son definitely started mildly hitting on me, too.
• i got my socialvibe ball in the mail!
• i FINALLY get paid on monday. it's not gonna be too much, but it'll be enough to get over for now.
• kevin wants to have another date next week. oh boy. we'll see...
• stuff's been changing? like, in the last few days. really fast, too. i'm a little scared, but we'll see what happens.
• i've been having really good days lately, but i can feel a downwards trend. i'm probably wrong, though.
• lol @ Chris... i'm never playing the uncomfortable game with him again. that's unneeded..
• i need to go clothes shopping.
• i need to hang out with jaynina more often.
• ran into garry, antwon, and james on the bus. good times, made me miss high school... SIKE!

'tis all for now, kiddies. night night.


peace.


[edit]

okay, so we get into this minor spat over some stupid shit? like FB relationship statuses? okay, so call me petty for taking down my status completely because he changed his to "it's complicated" and then told me he just did it because he was bored at work when he CLEARLY did it this morning. w/e. but then he got mad at me and wanted to ignore my calls and shut off his phone... wtf, son? for some reason, he turned it back on and i sent this spewing non-thinking text message of whatever the hell i was feeling... apparently it stopped him. now he's doing all his solitude stuff walking home and is supposed to call me when he gets in. idk... i really hate when we have these arguments and then he shuts down. me? i mean, i want space when i get upset, but i'm never fully okay until i talk about it. and when he shuts down on me like that? i really hate that. because i get upset and then i sit there and overanalyze everything. i overanalyze all the things i've done and all that's gone wrong, both then and before, and i just... i glaze out. like, i'm on autopilot from then on out. ugh. my tummy hurts now.