emotionalrollercoaster.

so, i'm sick, LMAO. runny nose and stuff, popping Nyquil and Sudafed and Tylenol Cold & Congestion. fun stuff, except that my mind is foggy 80% of the time. not good when i consider that i got work tomorrow. blaaaaaah. oh, so i got this text message this morning before church:

Then don't expect nothing from me then. Bye!

it's like THAT, playboy? daaaaaaamn, and here i thought we were cool. aight, so yeah, maybe i spazzed on you a little but... yo, wtf, i'm not feeling this "i don't hear from you all day" thing. it worked itself out though, somewhat, because i reminded him, hey, i'm only saying shit like this because YOU tell me not to bottle up my feelings. i'm not taking back what i said, but i'm letting you know where i'm coming from. he went into some stuff and it got mini-resolved. all that good ish. he even said later, "but i probably deserved that". no comment on that one.

uhh... i need to buy Nyquil or something? i'mma get some on my way home from work tomorrow, see if i can catch the M102 and take myself to Duane Reade or Rite Aid and pick up some cold medicine. uhm.. my money is almost gone? LMAO, nah, bruh, this cash gotta last to next pay period, meaning the 17th... whaaaaat? gtfouttahere. but my next check is looking like it's gonna be nice, so it might be worth is to put the rest in my account and just wait util next time... OR go shopping and put my whole check in my checking. that might work. i need some new clothes, though... i'm tryna budget like.... $500 for shopping. i might get more if i hurry my ass up and go to my aunt's house for a weekend like i said i would, ugh. don't get me wrong, i love her, but her and me ain't the same type of people.

what else? uhm... oh, Jonnathan is back in town tomorrow, so we're planning to see Wanted on tuesday after i get off of work. then, whenever he figures out when he can get here, Kevin wants to go see Get Smart together... damn, i seen like.... mad movies this summer, lol. i usually don't see movies like that, but i've seen... uhh... Iron Man, You Don't Mess With the Zohan, and Hancock. then, in then next two weeks or so, two more movies. [ checks the weather ] with any luck, we'll schedule something this week after work. that way, i can be all out on the town and stuff, lmao. we'll see. Jonnathan told me i'm not allowed to flake out on him, soooo yeah. HEY MOM AND DAD!

Caitlyn came to church with us today. fun stuff. spent my time with little Chris. he fell asleep on my chest and sweated all over my good camisole, lol. it's alright though, he's still my baby, so i bought him a pack of gum.

me and Khalid are way overdue to go to dinner together. dude, where you at? i miss you :(

LMAO @ my dad.
what does Kevin have to say about you going to the movies with other guys? ....not that i really care.

LMAOOOO. never again. i might tell him.... but then again, he never tells me when he's going to do something like go out until the night of, so.... turnabout is fair play? hmmm... i'll decide later. probably won't tell him until i'm going, though. maybe. ehhh.... [ consults people ]

fireworks? c'mon people, it's the sixth, get it together....


peace.

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naia: [ poke ] ^_^
kevin: Hey what's up?,
naia: trying to decide when to take my ass to bed, lol.
kevin: Wow
kevin: Ur stupid
naia: ouch.
naia: thanks a lot.
kevin: Lol
naia: i ain't even know it was like that.
naia: lmao - that like... seriously hurt.
naia: that was like getting sucker-punched int he gut.
kevin: Oh im sry baby I didn't mean anything by it!
naia: damn, had ME fooled. lol, had me ready to cry and shit.
kevin: Oh don't cry baby I meant nothing by it please im so sry!


[ sings ]
breaaaaaakkk up... toooo maaaakke up, that's allllll weee dooooo... first you looooovvvee meee.... then you haaaaattteee meeee... that's a gaaaaaaaammme foooorrr foooollllssss...