truth.

if mikey were to call me
right now
at this very instant
and ask me to go out with him

i would say yes.


yesyesyesyesyesyesyesyes.


if RJ were to call me
right now
at this very instant
and ask me to go out with him

i would say i don't know.


...........................and then go silent.







and yet, i still feel like it's a tough choice.

i'm telling Mikey tomorrow how i feel.
i'm putting myself out there, just so i know where we're at.
[ sighs ]

wish me luck.

okay, now i'm REALLY going to bed.
it's 4 am.





pAce.