complicated.

i wish i could change, i wish i could change

i wish i could stop saying the same old things

i wish i could be who you want me to be

i wish i could stop being the same old me

i wish i could lose all of my blues

i wish i could stop putting my blues on you

i wish i could love like nobody loved

i wish that my goods outweighed my bads enough

[ sighs ]

robin thicke is speaking my language tonight.

so... yeah.

i finally got back the ability to write some poetry.

i wrote about three or four poems in one night.

i learned some stuff about myself that i don't think i wanted to acknowledge.

=/

went to see American Gangster on Friday night.

flippin' awesome.

Denzel deserves a couple of awards for that movie.

Cuba Gooding Jr. redeemed himself for making Snow Dogs by playing Nicky Barnes.

next movie we're supposed to see is I Am Legend with Will Smith.

i'm still trying to find a good birthday present for *****. I got him a book... Where the Wild Things Are.. lol! it's partially a joke book... i feel like i should've gotten him Wild Seed by Octavia Butler, too. i can buy it on Amazon, though. i still want to get him something else, though.

am i the only one who realizes that the thermostat should go OVER 70 degrees at least a LITTLE because umm.... IT HITS LIKE 30 DEGREES AT NIGHT HERE?!

-__-"

i swear....

people shouldn't be so hard to buy for.

tomorrow, we're going to the creperie for Elizaeth's birthday, but my fast with Harambee Christian Ministries and Visions Gospel Choir starts tomorrow, too, so i'll be there, but i won't be eating anything.

tomorrow's agenda:

-- go to the creperie

-- read my bible and download/listen to some good gospel music

-- take notes for my reading for psychology

-- read Beloved -__-" (i might start tonight)

-- read for my TuTh classes

-- research presents for *****

-- check on santana to see if she's okay and to see if she got in touch with drey

-- clean my room early tomorrow.... hopefully. =/ or at least straighten for the PF that's coming

-- look over my French stuff

-- try to write more poetry

yep. tomorrow's mostly an indoor day.

still gotta figure out what to get for Gerald for his birthday, too. =/

people are hard to figure out.

i'm waiting until my suitemate steps to me and actually says something.

it ought to be interesting when she does.

pAce.