buzzkill.

so Kevin and i had been planning a date for today. i was supposed to meet him at the Port Authority Bus Terminal and from there, we were gonna go to the movies... or where ever. i was just geeked to be hanging out with him. the problem? he woke up and there was some kinda weird ass ice storm thing going on. lmao. soooooo that got cancelled.

might try for tomorrow, but i'd have to be back home by about 4 pm to make sure that i can go out to Jersey with the fam to go do worship and praise and make $75, lol. but if THAT happens, i have to get up kinda early so that we get in some time together. bah. w/e.


so i don't know what i want to do today. i was gonna go hang out with Jaynina, but suddenly i ain't feel like leaving the house anymore. i gotta do the dishes that dad left in the sink and vaccuum the rugs... then i think i might go out and buy some lemons to make myself a giant bottle of lemonade and get some spanish rice and beans... yeah... that sounds decent.

ummm... i think i'm gonna visit my school after new years... maybe on the first day back... i wanna see Ms. Sassine and speak French with her, lol. it'll be fun.

ugh. i really wanted to see Kevin today.


bah. time to get cleaned up, get dressed, turn on some music, and clean. then maybe go outside and get my lemons and spanish rice and beans. yum.





pAce.