onthatnote.

DavieDTwo007: you need someone to keep you happy
SlayWit MyWords: lol. it's kinda sad that that's true, lol
DavieDTwo007: its not sad, silly
DavieDTwo007: its life

yes, i know it was in my last blog.
but... i had thoughts.


not having his attention messes up my day.
not hearing from him messes up my day.
not getting to talk to him messes up my day.
you need someone to keep you happy
i do?
i do.
and that someone is him, even if it's not for forever. i mean, i really hope it's forever. but... he makes me happy. or mad. or upset. or listless. i have my own emotions and they are effected by other things, but he plays on how i feel so much to the point where my whole day can be ruined because he said the wrong thing or we're not on the same page.

wanda: i hope u dont need no one to keep u happy
wanda: -poke-
SlayWit MyWords: i was rolling that over in my mind.
wanda: check that shit.. like for real
wanda: b/c if ur depending on ANYONE for ur happiness, you're in a bad way

damn. really?
i don't know.



tana: i think youre inlove

[ starts crying ]



and later...

tana: sugar,theres a certain kind of love people share that would never break. i feel with you ..the more you question everything ..youre going to start pushing away. which is normal for most of us women,but i trust that you know whats best for you & i dont even know kevin & i can sense he's your sun & moon
tana: dont shy away from that
tana: this right here ...is real love
tana: if you dont have ALL the answers
tana: and sometimes you feel like you walking on air
tana: and when things get rough the outcome of it its much sweeter
tana: well then,you have unconditional love
tana: i know if kevin was to be sick with monkey cold & flu [idk ..just go with me] ..you'd still kiss him and hell ..share a damn fork spoon bowl cup w/e with him
tana: take yall love and run w/ it
tana: cause the possibilities are endless

[ starts crying harder ]


peace.