clarification.

i hella need a cup of coffee, but i don't wanna use up all the daggone sugar.
i really need some coffee, though.

anyway... yesterday was type stressful. my hairdresser said she could feel the tension in my scalp, lol. then she gave me facial products and sold me this bomb flat-iron. THAKS, TAMARA!

anyway... Kim and I talked about Kevin... she caled him a bum [ rolls eyes ] but she was quiet for a few minutes and then started asking questions. "what part of new jersey is he from? does he take you over the bridge when y'all go on dates? what do his parents do for a living? is he an only child?" lol. i won't lie, though, it kept me awake. i had only had two hours of sleep and i was cool until we got back on the road to go home. then i was like... passing out randomly in the middle of delaware, lol. like... i wouldn't even remember falling asleep, i'd just snap my head up randomly and realize i'd nodded off for a second. Kim was like "i know where i am, go on to sleep", but i couldn't because i knew she'd get upset deep down that i didn't stay up. so i stayed awake. made it from 4:30 am to 10 pm on two whole hours of sleep. i was ready to take a shower, call Kevin and pass out when i got home, but Kim took up the bathroom for a minute. by the time i got out the shower, i don't know where this fool had gone. i called him, texted him, but nothing. and it made me SERIOUSLY mad, you know? by that time, i was really ready to vent and everything, and he's gone. i swear, he's NEVER around at the moments where i seriously need him. it's whatever, though. i bugged out last night, then went to sleep from 10 until about 8:30. i'm not contacting him today, point-blank. we were supposed to go out on Tuesday, but ehhhh. who knows now? maaaan, stuff changes super quick, eh?

ANYWAY
IT'S TIME FOR DADDY'S INSTALLATION! :D
i got on my pretty knee-length black dress (shut up) and my pretty black high-heel peep-toe shoes (shut up) and i FINALLY got my hair permed yesterdaaaaaaaayyy. [ jumps in the air ]

alright, now i seriously need that coffee.


peace.