summertime.

it's been cold and rainy here, man... aint it may?! shit, man...

the installation was simply amazing. there's no words for it. you shoulda been there. [ mean mugs you ]

uhhh... me and Kevin patched it up. big surprise.
i've been talking to Daniel sometimes when i can't understand him... and times when i'm like... unsure. y'know?

"Daniel": I've been thinking about relationships and stuff right
"Daniel": and it seems like
"Daniel": The person who knows us best is us
"Daniel": at least
"Daniel": thats the person thats known us the longest
"Daniel": and when we have to invest ourselves in someone else
"Daniel": its really hard to give them the benefit of any doubt
"Naia": hmmmm...
"Daniel": The way I see it
"Daniel": I could be wrong tho, it's happened before
"Naia": nah it makes sense.
"Naia": you're putting a fragile part of yourself at the mercy of someone else. and you're always your own most precious commodity.

after that, he sent me this video..


"Daniel": it speaks to me to speak to you
"Daniel": Not that it's as serious as she's detailing
"Daniel": but I think she has a point too

word.
[ daps Daniel ]

ummm... i've been spending my time at home. handing out my resume, ish like that. while i've been waiting, i've been making good on my time... but not really, lol. i revamped my blog! as you can see, lol. trey songz... [ drools ] and i haven't been able to stop listening to "Can't Help But Wait", so now i can enjoy it in my bloggerness, lol.

anybody wanna help me out with date ideas? lol. uhh... we went to see Iron Man and that had been cool, but Naia ain't got movies money like that all the time... especially with both of my bank accounts running on half-full. meh. who knows? [ googles free events ] lmao.

i need to do laundry soon. my daddy bought me a new computer chair. TV is getting boring and repetitive. Knocked Up is a hilarious movie. i still have yet to see Juno and it's getting on my nerves. i don't have On Demand channels in my room anymore. the PS3 is still missing from our house because Stanley has it, so i can't play DDR [ groans ]. daddy says that if he can get the community center in far rockaway that he wants, i can always have a summer job there. i was like "can i get at least 10 bucks an hour?" and he said "you could get FIFTEEN an hour". hey, works for me! uhhh... i haven't seen Kevin in over a week. i wanna fix that. he keeps talking about the dance he has to do on Satrday for the wedding and how it's sexual and how h has to perform the dance with a damn 14-year-old... [ gags ] i'm glad that you're honest and don't wanna make it seem like you're hiding shit, but i don't wanna hear about it all the time. daddy's talking about getting a new hybrid car (ethanol is out - there's only three places in new york STATE that sell ethanol). i'm tryna catch up on politics. i got an Obama pin to put on my bag. i want a new teddy bear. i want new books. dad told me to tell Kevin that he said "your girlfriend's crazy" and Kevin all but flipped out, lmao. "WORD?! he called you my girlfriend? awww, shit, breaking down boundaries!" lmaooo. uhhh... i've been spending too much time on facebook and Hip Hop Hills. i need to make Victoria a Travis banner.


uhm.. that's about it for now.

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so.. i know that i'm very family-oriented, that's no secret. my family is first to me, always. my father is my best friend, my stepmom is like my backbone, and my godbrothers and godsisters are my favorite hangout crew. and on top of that, i love kids and (most of them) love me back, lol. they said Chris was in Costco yelling for me [ blushes ]. i can ask him "who's my baby?" and he'll yell "ME!" i just love family... and i've been thinking some about my family in the future. what kind of mother i'll be, what kind of wife i'll be. honestly? i wanna model myself after my own upbringing. my mother and grandmother were nothing short of AMAZING. they had me eating homecooked meals, made my lunches for me... they were amazing. i wanna be that kind of mother to my kid(s) [i'm planning on one, but you never know what God will do]. i wanna be that mom that send my child(ren) to school with like... homemade candy, corny as it sounds, lol. i don't wanna be a stay-at-home mom, but i DO want to be that TYPE of mom. i wanna give my kids the childhood that i had, albeit with more money and a father at home in their early years. i don't know.. that just crossed my mind... it made my blog long as hell, though, lmao.
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peace.