reflections.

oh, it's probably plain to see
that i got a whole lot of pain in me
and it will always remain in me
so cold, it's a crying shame
yet here i am, trying again
'cause i refuse to die in vain
the circumstances put soul in me
and there ain't no holding me
i've got a heart made of gold in me
can you believe this is where i've been?
and when adversity comes again
i'll deal with it then...

gnarls barkley - a little better.mp3



emotionally, i'm a giver. and a wallower. those two are interconnected. i'm the person who will be crying and get it together with a tissue and some cleareyes so i can go help you. and that means, most of the time, i'm the therapist. which means, most of the time, i'm not talking to anyone about my problems. so i stew in them.

tomorrow, we're supposed to go to the zoo. so far, it's looking like me, kimberly, and ashley. no one else has answered me saying yes or no to if they wanna go. if it rains, i'm not going. everyone leaves me without an umbrella when they leave the house. but yeah ZOO TOMORROW. i extended the invitation to Kevin, though i don't know if he'll wanna go. he had a bad day, too. bah. Kimberly invited Benjy, but we don't know if he's gonna go, either. Ashley said she's gonna go, but no one else has said yes or no yet. i wish Jonnathan was in the city, i'd have him come with us.

text message received:
I would love to go to the zoo how much is it?

wow. really? i guess he's going to the zoo, then. YAY BRONX ZOO, even if he's not going.
yo, i'm hungry.

peace.