tailoring.

bold as love
and all of these emotions of mine keep holding me from giving my life to a rainbow like you


"so you're feeling neglected..."

i told him yesterday that i ain't even fel like he wanted to talk to me half the time. when when he said that he does, i told him that it just seemed that way because we could never line up to have a time to talk. then i put up my away message and headed to dinner and bible study without my phone. five hours later, i came back to both an IM and a voicemail... i liked the voicemail a whole lot more, but both of them basically said have fun and good luck at the dinner and that he promised things would change back to how they were and to trust him. though i'm not as pissed at him anymore, i'm still gonna belive it when i see results. i miss him a whole lot, y'know? much as i gripe about him, il est mon amant and that's not about to change. but it just hurts a lot when i get a lot of promises that don't get fulfilled. if there's one thing i don't like, it's broken promises. why promise if you can't keep it? and if you can't keep it, why not forewarn me? i don't know. raise your hand if you think i'm just thinking too hard.

i almost miss talking to Canzone. he was a pain, but he made sense and we used to have mad long conversations and crack up over everything. he was a pretty good friend. he, like most people, doesn't have time for me anymore. i can feel that, though - everyone's got a life to live and ain't too many people gonna slow it down for one person. yeah. i just miss all the people i used to talk to all the time. like Brandi... damn, i think Brandi might even be mad at me. even when i hit her up, she's never talking long, or gotta do something else.

i been talking to tana a lot lately (haaaaay, gurrrrooll!) and i am her little asian princess, lmaooo :D

okay, food/tana/wordpress.


peace.