perchance.

october 11, 2008
11:36 pm

so last night, i had this dream that Kevin called me around 5:45 am was like, "hey baby, my phone got cut back on!" so i was like, "oh, okay, but it's like... 6 am, why you so up?" and he was like "well, i wanted to call you since it was back on". i think i was cheesing in that dream... i even said to myself, "i hope this isn't a dream". whomp whomp, it was. the last i heard from him was a quick "hey hun, how are you doing?" when he jumped on AIM earlier while i was out at WILD. he'd been signed off for like two hours by the time i got it. ugh. i'm not feeling not speaking to him for such long periods of time. it's really killing me.

WILD today sucked. Nyte Owl and Kid Sister greatly disappointed me. and i heard David Banner was just a nigga, like always. Talib was supposedly really good, though. but i couldn't take that crowd of drunken-ass people, so i headed back to the 40, went to Bear Mart and hung out for a couple hours. got three bags of free food offa it, HAAAYYY. now i'm supposed to go to the Village to see Candice, but i'm staying back to read and whatnot. i need to do work. i was SUPPOSED to do work today, but i got so caught up with hanging out with people at WILD, that i didn't even come straight back like i meant to. i was gonna go to Bear Mart, get some snacks, and come back to the room. that plan went out the window DUMB fast.

october 14, 2008
1:04 pm

i didn't wanna delete what i had written from before, so this will be a two-part blog, mmkay? well, Kevin's phone still isn't back on, but i finally got up the courage to tell him some stuff i'd been holding onto. it went over well, there was no conflict (there really shouldn't have been conflict, but i know how guys act, soooo yeah), BUUUTTTT, i just had a video chat session with him, so i feel especially great now :D! seeing his smile made me especially happy. uhhmmm... yeah, i'mma just recap the week thus far in point form...

• went to Target and spent like $80, yeesh. some of the stuff i really needed... other stuff was just extra, I COULDN'T HELP MYSELF!
• got a new white blouse-ish kinda shirt to wear on my birthday.
  
• FINALLY got "Seeing Sounds" on my MP3 player.
• got a C+ on a paper and felt like i got sucker punched in the gut. ahh, well. there's always next time, n'est-ce pas?
• attempting to start studying harder, but it's phailing, lol.
• have a project on Jonathan Winters to do for improv class. it has to be 8-10 minutes long and i'm already thinking to take up part of that with a video about him and prop comedy.
• i only have 8 of the 12 pepsis i bought left :(
• "worked" at Bear Mart sweeping up and cleaning the fro yo station and got three bags of free stuff for my troubles. i also now know how to ring myself up on the cash register.
• i keep failing at giving myself a manicure. ah, well.
  
• i bought fishnets to wear with my dress for the scholarship dinner next week. i'mma look super ca-yoot.
  
• my uncle Zaki comes home from prison on the 22nd.
• i've been reading the newest book i bought, "Cell" by Stephen King. good stuff.
• i got back into poetry.
• i can't WAIT to go home and see my family and Kevin.
• i'm addicted to the song "Anti Matter" by NERD... oh and "His Mistakes" by Usher. don't judge me.
• i don't feel like doing work.

peace.